

COURT: DAY 7… A GRANDMOTHER’S BETRAYAL.
by Journey2Free | Mar 26, 2017 | anger, Childhood Sexual Abuse, Childhood Trauma, Courage, Evolving, Freedom, Growth, Justice, Reassigning Shame, Self- acceptance, Sexual Abuse, Speak, Speaking, Survivor
A Grandmother’s Betrayal… CHOOSE YOU!!! Some days were unbearable (emotionally). Sitting across from the matriarch of the family, knowing she’s present at court not because of her daughters and granddaughters, but instead in support of her husband...CONVERSATION WITH ME…
by Journey2Free | Mar 8, 2017 | Childhood Sexual Abuse, Childhood Trauma, Chronic Disease, Courage, Evolving, Freedom, Growth, Poetry, Reassigning Shame, Self- acceptance, Sexual Abuse, Speak, Speaking, Survivor
I was awakened this morning by the younger me, forcibly asking me questions, while screaming Help! Help! HELP ME PLEASE!! She asked, what happened to You?! what happened to Me?! What happened to that bright-eyed, vivacious, precocious child We use to be?! Remember...YOU WERE SUPPOSE TO LOVE ME!
by Journey2Free | Jan 15, 2017 | Evolving, Freedom, Poetry, Reassigning Shame, Sexual Abuse, Speak
YOU WERE SUPPOSE TO LOVE ME You were suppose to love me – Not abuse me You were suppose to teach me – Not confuse me You were suppose to guide, direct, and shield – Not have SEX with me! You were meant to protect but – You destroyed me...Synopsis
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