I saw the casket, white with gold trimmings, the interior white, soft and plush, in it laid the body of a beautiful slender dark skinned girl, she seemed at peace but on closer examination her face seemed distressed as if her last days were less than content. The make up used to conceal revealed familiarity. Compelled I drew nearer as if being pulled by a magnetic force forcing me to look, I looked closer, it was ME!
I had died. I had succumbed to the pressures, my heart gave up, the darkness and confusion that surrounded me was too great, I caved. I fought but it was a lonely fight, I fought for others yet I fought for and against myself. I had given it my all but my strength wavered, my courage was strained I had given up. No, this cant be! Not here! Not now! NO! I screamed…
I awoke, it was a dream, a dream that unearthed something within, I vowed, this will/shall not be my end. I will SPEAK, I will SPEAK for others, I will SPEAK for me. Childhood Sexual Abuse MUST END!!! I cannot do this alone but this vicious cycle must be broken! The lives already altered must be restored… Join me as I/We Journey2Free. From my heart to yours. Love Rizzy