A Survivor’s Prayer

Father, I humbly ask your forgiveness, for all the times I doubted you, for all the times I failed to exercise trust, for all the times I was ungrateful and blind to favor overlooking mercy and grace, please forgive me. ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿพ
Father, I am significantly flawed, you know this to be true, because of years of trauma and mistrust, truth is, I even struggle at times to trust you. Forgive me father, for though I know you love me dare, at times it feels as if youโ€™re anywhere but near. ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿพ
Father, you said youโ€™ll never leave me nor forsake me, I do believe your words are true, but with my many insecurities and human frailty, I pray, draw me closer in my attempts to walk away from you. ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿพ
Father, you love me, I sincerely love you too, though countless times my actions seek to dispel that truth. You love me father, I love you too, yet, somehow I expect you to walk away like others do.
Forgive me Father, Iโ€™m often perplexed and confused, frequently riled up and sometimes angry enough to blow a fuse, but even in my moments of fear and anxiety, I humbly ask this of you, forgive my many screw ups, work continuously on my heart, make me more like you, please, help me to fulfill my every purpose you sent me here to do. ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿพ
In Jesus name, amen and thank you Lord. ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿพ
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About Journey2Free

My name is Larissa Rhone. I was sexually abused for years as a child. I decided on going public with my story in hopes of inspiring and empowering others to speak about there ordeals in hopes of helping others. This space serves as a platform, I'm on my way, my Journey to Self-Discovery, Acknowledgement, Acceptance, Personal Growth, and Personal Freedom, ultimately my Growth and Healing. J2F gives an account of sexual abuse, my living with a chronic illness, betrayal, lessons learned, childhood traumas, survival etc... My past, my present, the future me, my shedding the veil of anger and mistrust and anxiously stepping into the Me, God intended for me to be. Join me as I/we Journey2Free! From my heart to yours..

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